Today was simply a big ball of awkward! Do you know how hard it is to tell people how great they are (and they were) but still say you weren’t the one chosen? I’d say it was a learning experience. Thank goodness all parties involved handled it in a professional manner.
My oldest is going though the very painful stage of “What’s wrong with me?” you know that feeling we’ve all had at one point when we go/hang out with our friends and all the guys/girls seem to talk to everyone but you? No amount of “baby you’re beautiful” could help today and it cut me to the core. Her pain was so real and I felt so helpless! Daymn the teenage years!
A friend of mine came to me because they needed to talk about a very painful experience that sounds a lot like what I’m going through right now and didn’t need another reminder. Of course they had no way of knowing but WHEN DOES MOURNING GET EASIER?!
Today someone came up to ask a totally odd question that I just assumed had to be a joke and guess what?! They were DEAD serious! Man, talk about recovering, I had to smooth that one over big time…
Just one big azz ball of awkward
